Fools In The Free Seats

The fool refuses to try for fear of looking foolish while the future master improves with each failed attempt.   It doesn’t cost a thing to stand by and watch life run its course. No actions taken, no decisions made and so there is nothing to point a finger at; no skin in the game….

Personal Savior

“Regardless of belief or ideology, it is the responsibility of self to find salvation.”   I am not attacking religion. I believe that religion can provide amazing strength, confidence, comfort and conviction. However, whether these emotional states are derivatives of religious dogma or some unstructured deep understanding of one’s place in the universe is irrelevant….

Never Too Late

What if that day dream you get lost in at 2:36pm on Wednesday afternoon could be your real life? What if you didn’t yearn for Friday afternoon and loved Monday just as much as Saturday? Where did that innocent and blissfully ignorant kid get lost to that thought anything was possible? That child is still…

The Best Birthday Ever – The Answer To Everything

  Foreword This story is about you. It’s about your neighbor, your best friend, your mother and your ex. It’s written from my perspective because that is what I know, but the deeper meaning found between these lines is about you! And although it’s about you, and I wrote it, it is much bigger than…

Cinderella

I guess I have to say that I am very proud of the man I am today, but I haven’t always been this person. This story starts when I was very young, but the message I would like to impress upon you doesn’t begin to take shape until a much later, darker period of my…

Lessons of Race From Your Local Sniper Platoon

In a time where everyone gets butthurt about absolutely anything, wants to be the victim and the pimp in every situation, and pretends to embody acceptance when they clearly don’t understand the word, I am reminded of my brothers in the USMC. We came from all over this country and even from others. We came…

Another Trans Post

I know what you are thinking. “This is another one of those bullshit transformation posts.” Sort of, in that it showcases my transformation, but my goal is to shine some light on the mess we call the fitness industry in the hopes that you may find something that works for you. Here is what I…

Happy Now

  -Are you happy? -Yes, of course I’m happy! I’ve got a nice place to live, to put my stuff, to lay my head. I have a nice car, I like my job, I take trips sometimes and I have good friends that make me smile. What else could I ask for? -No one is…

#WhoNeedsAFlashlight?

Lets get real right now…   I want to think of myself as a positive person, but in the last year, or so, I have let myself slip farther and farther towards the dark shadows of my mind and I didn’t even know it. I was still doing my best to be outwardly positive, but…

Pokemon-Go F@&% Yourself

I made a post recently, referencing Pokemon-Go, that received a huge amount of attention and controversy for my little page. The post was a meme that implied if you were playing Pokemon-Go, you were stupid. I got messages and comments ranging from harsh criticism to praise regarding, both my image as a fitness expert and…

Romanticize Me

  Make me your playtoy/ Make me your fashion/ Make me your dream boy/ Make me your passion/ A blink of light encapsulates/ A moment in time captured/ A lifetime precipitates/ No longer raptured/ Like a seed is planted/ Inspiration takes root/ Hopes, dreams, desperation and lust/ Ideals meet fantasy, gentleman and brute Gentle growth…

To Whom It May Concern

I don’t know if you have figured it out, but my physical appearance isn’t tailored for looks, regardless of how ironic that may seem. This is in response to comments on my pictures about cutting my hair, shaving or not shaving my chest, needing to get bigger, or that I’m too skinny…etc… This may be…